1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:28,402 --> 00:00:32,365 "Even rocks have memories." - Modern Science 4 00:00:58,850 --> 00:01:01,268 sMOTHERed 5 00:02:01,954 --> 00:02:04,832 I’d recommend you to spend another week here. 6 00:02:05,165 --> 00:02:09,127 Some memories are still fuzzy, they might confuse you. 7 00:02:09,502 --> 00:02:10,294 Like what? 8 00:02:10,546 --> 00:02:13,550 Places, faces, names. 9 00:02:15,217 --> 00:02:16,175 This, for example. 10 00:02:17,137 --> 00:02:20,264 It's clearly not from last week's crash. 11 00:02:21,056 --> 00:02:22,224 That's an old scar. 12 00:02:23,599 --> 00:02:25,269 Do you remember what caused it? 13 00:02:48,375 --> 00:02:49,418 Emir. 14 00:02:51,002 --> 00:02:51,919 Come here, son. 15 00:02:52,044 --> 00:02:53,715 Don’t you miss your dad? 16 00:03:06,058 --> 00:03:07,729 How are you feeling? 17 00:03:09,729 --> 00:03:11,397 Physically okay. 18 00:03:11,566 --> 00:03:14,026 But still disoriented, I guess. 19 00:03:14,943 --> 00:03:16,445 But it’s getting better every day. 20 00:03:16,527 --> 00:03:17,155 No worries. 21 00:03:19,490 --> 00:03:21,657 What do you remember from the crash? 22 00:03:24,913 --> 00:03:26,997 Only a few moments before the impact. 23 00:03:27,497 --> 00:03:30,210 It was dark and quiet. 24 00:03:31,460 --> 00:03:33,127 I drove really fast. 25 00:03:35,048 --> 00:03:36,716 Do I usually do that? 26 00:03:37,466 --> 00:03:40,135 Not when you’re with me and Emir. 27 00:03:45,681 --> 00:03:47,185 What else do you remember? 28 00:03:49,270 --> 00:03:50,479 About us. 29 00:03:54,067 --> 00:03:56,360 I remember meeting you for the first time. 30 00:03:57,444 --> 00:04:00,949 I was sketching on the street, eighteen years ago. 31 00:04:01,491 --> 00:04:02,657 I was starving. 32 00:04:03,407 --> 00:04:05,203 I was fifteen. 33 00:04:06,036 --> 00:04:07,705 You and your Dad passed by. 34 00:04:08,288 --> 00:04:13,127 He bought me food, and later let me work in his gallery. 35 00:04:15,169 --> 00:04:17,632 Soon after, I asked you out. 36 00:04:18,632 --> 00:04:21,009 Few years later, I asked you to marry me. 37 00:04:23,302 --> 00:04:25,180 I remember everything about you. 38 00:04:25,471 --> 00:04:29,434 First thing on my mind after the crash was you and Emir. 39 00:04:34,649 --> 00:04:36,692 You don't seem happy to see me. 40 00:04:38,026 --> 00:04:39,362 Of course I am. 41 00:04:41,779 --> 00:04:43,865 I’ll be more careful from now on. 42 00:04:44,576 --> 00:04:46,492 I don’t want to be apart from you guys ever again. 43 00:04:52,584 --> 00:04:55,127 Emir, don't do that. It's dangerous. 44 00:04:59,005 --> 00:05:00,300 What happened to my car? 45 00:05:00,550 --> 00:05:01,757 It's still at the workshop. 46 00:05:03,052 --> 00:05:06,639 Is the dashcam intact? I want to see the crash footage. 47 00:05:07,723 --> 00:05:08,932 It's there. 48 00:05:09,725 --> 00:05:11,269 The memory card won’t read, though. 49 00:05:12,060 --> 00:05:13,730 Got damaged during the crash. 50 00:05:25,908 --> 00:05:27,576 Do things feel strange? 51 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:30,245 No. 52 00:05:37,295 --> 00:05:40,589 Are you sleeping with Mom or in the guest room tonight? 53 00:05:41,005 --> 00:05:42,841 I can keep you company if you’re sleeping alone. 54 00:05:54,478 --> 00:05:55,978 Did I do something wrong? 55 00:05:57,855 --> 00:05:59,192 Did I hurt you? 56 00:06:10,035 --> 00:06:10,911 We... 57 00:06:13,747 --> 00:06:16,750 We've been growing apart the past few months. 58 00:06:18,250 --> 00:06:19,045 Why? 59 00:06:23,757 --> 00:06:25,091 It must've been my fault. 60 00:06:28,221 --> 00:06:31,889 I do remember always working until late at night. 61 00:06:32,766 --> 00:06:33,810 I'm sorry. 62 00:06:46,904 --> 00:06:49,074 It’s okay if you still need space. 63 00:06:50,701 --> 00:06:54,579 I won't ask you to forget our problems just because I did. 64 00:06:58,291 --> 00:07:01,920 Was my mistake so grave that you couldn't forgive me? 65 00:07:06,759 --> 00:07:07,425 I... 66 00:07:07,884 --> 00:07:09,803 I just need a bit more time. 67 00:07:10,846 --> 00:07:11,723 Is that okay? 68 00:07:13,098 --> 00:07:14,141 Of course. 69 00:07:15,142 --> 00:07:16,101 I understand. 70 00:07:26,235 --> 00:07:27,196 Your phone. 71 00:07:52,095 --> 00:07:56,016 ALIF THE MICRO PAINTER 72 00:07:56,100 --> 00:07:58,060 ALIF'S SOLO ART EXHIBITION 73 00:08:37,389 --> 00:08:38,182 SCHEDULE ALERT 74 00:08:39,850 --> 00:08:45,441 PICK UP MOM AT AIRPORT 09:00 FLIGHT FROM PADANG 75 00:08:53,115 --> 00:08:55,951 You did tell me that your mom’s visiting. 76 00:08:57,494 --> 00:08:59,370 A couple of days before the crash. 77 00:09:01,456 --> 00:09:03,125 You didn’t say when, though. 78 00:09:04,875 --> 00:09:08,798 If you need more rest, you can call it off. 79 00:09:09,923 --> 00:09:12,509 Her flight is tomorrow morning anyway. 80 00:09:14,886 --> 00:09:16,556 Has she ever been here before? 81 00:09:17,849 --> 00:09:18,431 Alif. 82 00:09:18,764 --> 00:09:22,059 This will be the first time I’m meeting your mom. 83 00:09:24,187 --> 00:09:28,192 You haven't seen your Mom since you left Padang. 84 00:09:28,942 --> 00:09:32,404 Since you got to Jakarta eighteen years ago. 85 00:09:33,447 --> 00:09:35,322 You were fifteen. 86 00:09:35,408 --> 00:09:36,868 I don't remember it. 87 00:09:36,951 --> 00:09:40,828 Well, the doctor did warn you about this. 88 00:09:41,037 --> 00:09:43,163 But I don’t even remember what she looks like. 89 00:09:46,126 --> 00:09:48,837 How did you contact her then? 90 00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:51,298 I don't remember. 91 00:09:53,634 --> 00:09:54,594 Did you check your messages? 92 00:09:57,971 --> 00:09:59,639 MOM 93 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:02,267 I'LL PICK YOU UP AT THE AIRPORT. 94 00:10:04,604 --> 00:10:07,022 THANK YOU, SON. 95 00:10:31,547 --> 00:10:33,130 Why aren’t you picking up Grandma? 96 00:10:34,173 --> 00:10:35,926 I have to work on my paintings. 97 00:10:36,426 --> 00:10:37,844 The exhibition is in a few weeks. 98 00:10:38,386 --> 00:10:40,846 I still have ten more paintings to finish. 99 00:10:43,182 --> 00:10:49,188 Mom said you never visited Grandma since you were fifteen. 100 00:10:49,980 --> 00:10:50,942 Why? 101 00:10:51,231 --> 00:10:52,817 I can’t remember why. 102 00:10:53,652 --> 00:10:56,572 If I didn’t see Mom for one day, I’d already miss her. 103 00:10:57,072 --> 00:11:00,701 Missing someone means that we love that person, right? 104 00:11:01,660 --> 00:11:02,745 I guess, yeah. 105 00:11:03,453 --> 00:11:04,913 Maybe... 106 00:11:05,163 --> 00:11:06,873 ...you don't love Grandma? 107 00:11:12,964 --> 00:11:14,380 Did I hurt your feelings? 108 00:11:17,676 --> 00:11:19,094 No, it’s not that. 109 00:11:20,302 --> 00:11:22,221 Look, I also want to know why. 110 00:11:22,306 --> 00:11:26,518 Maybe when I meet her, I’ll remember what happened. 111 00:11:59,009 --> 00:11:59,884 Come in, Mom. 112 00:12:10,562 --> 00:12:11,438 Grandma! 113 00:12:14,274 --> 00:12:15,692 Is this Emir? 114 00:12:16,402 --> 00:12:17,445 Yes, Grandma. 115 00:12:29,373 --> 00:12:30,248 Mom. 116 00:12:34,003 --> 00:12:35,419 My son... 117 00:12:38,505 --> 00:12:39,923 Alif... 118 00:12:48,682 --> 00:12:49,600 Son... 119 00:12:50,350 --> 00:12:53,730 I thought I’d never see you again. 120 00:13:02,490 --> 00:13:03,365 I'm sorry, Mom. 121 00:13:04,158 --> 00:13:06,409 I was in a car accident, so... 122 00:13:08,328 --> 00:13:09,745 There’s a lot that I forgot. 123 00:13:11,206 --> 00:13:12,625 Nadine told me. 124 00:13:15,168 --> 00:13:16,253 It’s okay. 125 00:13:17,504 --> 00:13:20,841 What matters is I’m here with you. 126 00:13:25,552 --> 00:13:26,971 This is Dad's study. 127 00:13:30,850 --> 00:13:35,145 If you ever feel lonely sleeping alone, just let me know. 128 00:13:35,230 --> 00:13:36,649 I can keep you company. 129 00:13:37,191 --> 00:13:38,900 I was lonely back in the village. 130 00:13:39,400 --> 00:13:42,195 With this many people here, I think I’m going to be okay. 131 00:13:43,613 --> 00:13:45,072 What’s your name, Grandma? 132 00:13:45,740 --> 00:13:47,158 Aminah. 133 00:13:56,167 --> 00:13:57,585 What’s on your mind? 134 00:13:59,671 --> 00:14:00,755 I’m still confused. 135 00:14:02,258 --> 00:14:06,052 Some memories are vague, but I remember bits of them. 136 00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:09,429 But I can't remember anything about my childhood. 137 00:14:10,890 --> 00:14:12,475 Not even my mother’s face. 138 00:14:15,061 --> 00:14:16,480 That is your mother. 139 00:14:17,565 --> 00:14:19,774 She talked a lot about you on our way home. 140 00:14:20,817 --> 00:14:22,902 Including about the scar on your forehead. 141 00:14:23,735 --> 00:14:25,654 She said it was when you were ten. 142 00:14:27,283 --> 00:14:30,076 Your dad beat you up with a piece of metal. 143 00:14:31,076 --> 00:14:32,870 She defended you and fought him. 144 00:14:33,663 --> 00:14:39,961 He took a knife and struck her, wounding her right arm. 145 00:14:43,423 --> 00:14:45,926 Then she ran away with you. 146 00:14:48,303 --> 00:14:52,850 You never wanted to talk about your scar whenever I brought it up. 147 00:14:53,975 --> 00:14:56,686 Maybe it was too painful to remember. 148 00:14:58,898 --> 00:15:01,482 Or maybe you’ve just never been open with me. 149 00:15:04,527 --> 00:15:05,945 You only mentioned that 150 00:15:06,404 --> 00:15:10,783 you left your mom for a better life in Jakarta. 151 00:15:12,659 --> 00:15:13,870 Isn’t that so? 152 00:15:15,205 --> 00:15:16,123 It isn't. 153 00:15:17,331 --> 00:15:20,460 She said you left without saying goodbye. 154 00:15:21,169 --> 00:15:22,211 You just took off. 155 00:15:26,049 --> 00:15:28,176 She went on for eighteen years. 156 00:15:30,011 --> 00:15:33,514 Every day she would wake up, hoping you were there. 157 00:15:34,514 --> 00:15:35,934 By her side. 158 00:15:48,738 --> 00:15:49,447 Here, Grandma. 159 00:15:49,865 --> 00:15:52,368 If you turn it to the left, the water’s hot. 160 00:15:55,453 --> 00:15:56,870 Careful it's hot. 161 00:15:58,288 --> 00:16:00,668 Turn it to the right, it’s cold. 162 00:16:02,961 --> 00:16:05,046 I usually leave it in the middle, 163 00:16:05,129 --> 00:16:07,548 but a bit to the left, it's the perfect temperature for me. 164 00:16:09,717 --> 00:16:11,803 I’ve cleaned everything here. 165 00:16:12,096 --> 00:16:14,138 There's also new shampoo and soap. 166 00:16:14,514 --> 00:16:16,307 It’s lemongrass-scented soap. 167 00:16:16,390 --> 00:16:16,850 Hold on. 168 00:16:18,143 --> 00:16:19,059 Right, lemongrass. 169 00:16:22,020 --> 00:16:22,980 Mom... 170 00:16:30,697 --> 00:16:32,155 Please forgive me... 171 00:16:32,322 --> 00:16:33,740 Hey, what’s going on? 172 00:16:34,243 --> 00:16:35,033 What's wrong? 173 00:16:35,118 --> 00:16:36,452 Stand up, will you? 174 00:16:37,537 --> 00:16:40,789 I’ve sinned against you, Mom. I’ve been ungrateful. 175 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:44,419 I know. 176 00:16:44,878 --> 00:16:46,296 You've made mistakes. 177 00:16:50,926 --> 00:16:52,844 But I have forgiven you. 178 00:17:20,454 --> 00:17:21,582 What’s wrong? 179 00:17:24,750 --> 00:17:26,420 I don’t know. 180 00:17:26,502 --> 00:17:28,797 It feels so painful and heavy here. 181 00:17:29,713 --> 00:17:31,132 What do you mean? 182 00:17:31,924 --> 00:17:33,800 I can’t explain it, it's so strange. 183 00:17:33,885 --> 00:17:35,970 I think I just need to let it all out. 184 00:17:41,059 --> 00:17:43,269 Is it because you finally remember everything? 185 00:17:45,354 --> 00:17:49,401 No, I still can't remember my mother's face and it feels so strange. 186 00:17:51,652 --> 00:17:53,696 I've never seen you cry. 187 00:17:54,948 --> 00:17:56,365 I'm worried about you, Dad. 188 00:17:57,867 --> 00:18:00,119 Don't worry, Emir. I'm okay. 189 00:18:01,622 --> 00:18:04,958 This might be part of the healing process. 190 00:18:36,448 --> 00:18:38,115 You’re making your own breakfast? 191 00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:39,701 Yes, Mom. 192 00:18:40,576 --> 00:18:42,412 We don't have a helper. 193 00:18:42,871 --> 00:18:44,038 Helper? 194 00:18:45,288 --> 00:18:46,707 A housemaid. 195 00:18:48,085 --> 00:18:48,960 Why not? 196 00:18:50,045 --> 00:18:52,881 Alif doesn’t like having strangers in the house. 197 00:18:53,840 --> 00:18:54,883 Let me help. 198 00:18:56,050 --> 00:18:58,761 I'll be your helper. 199 00:18:59,220 --> 00:19:01,388 I'm also a helper here, Grandma. 200 00:19:03,851 --> 00:19:06,561 You don’t play music around here? 201 00:19:06,727 --> 00:19:08,814 I like to listen to music when I cook. 202 00:19:08,896 --> 00:19:10,691 It makes the food taste even better. 203 00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:15,694 Are you okay now, Dad? 204 00:19:17,779 --> 00:19:18,614 I'm good. 205 00:19:19,157 --> 00:19:20,032 What's wrong, Alif? 206 00:19:21,535 --> 00:19:23,451 Just some headache last night. 207 00:19:23,744 --> 00:19:27,498 Later, I'll brew you some betel and pandan leaves. 208 00:19:27,582 --> 00:19:31,460 Drink it and you'll never get a headache ever again. 209 00:19:31,961 --> 00:19:33,337 That sounds like death? 210 00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:35,256 What song is this? 211 00:19:35,423 --> 00:19:36,173 I'm not sure, Grandma. 212 00:19:36,508 --> 00:19:39,135 I love Latif M songs. 213 00:19:39,594 --> 00:19:40,929 Who's Latif M? 214 00:19:41,011 --> 00:19:42,430 Search it. 215 00:19:42,555 --> 00:19:43,221 Yes, boss. 216 00:20:02,201 --> 00:20:04,577 - Come dance. - No, I'm shy. 217 00:20:04,911 --> 00:20:06,496 Look at the omelette. 218 00:20:14,086 --> 00:20:17,088 Come dance with me! 219 00:20:19,718 --> 00:20:21,344 - Is this how you do it? - Just like an octopus! 220 00:20:24,765 --> 00:20:25,806 Dad, come join us! 221 00:20:25,890 --> 00:20:28,727 - Get him to dance with us! - Dad, come dance! 222 00:20:42,405 --> 00:20:43,075 Wow. 223 00:20:43,615 --> 00:20:44,951 How do you make it that curly? 224 00:20:45,034 --> 00:20:47,286 I can also make your hair curly. 225 00:20:48,621 --> 00:20:50,163 Latif M is such a jam! 226 00:20:50,249 --> 00:20:51,414 Whoo-hoo-hoo! 227 00:21:12,185 --> 00:21:14,064 Sorry, I just wanted to brush my teeth. 228 00:23:30,324 --> 00:23:34,703 That was our first intercourse after a year. 229 00:23:35,830 --> 00:23:37,249 Intercourse... 230 00:23:38,039 --> 00:23:40,126 Are we always this formal? 231 00:23:40,376 --> 00:23:41,836 What should I call it, then? 232 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:43,045 Coitus? 233 00:23:43,212 --> 00:23:45,173 That's even worse. 234 00:23:45,756 --> 00:23:46,548 Okay, how's this? 235 00:23:48,009 --> 00:23:53,096 That was the first time we fucked in a year. 236 00:23:53,972 --> 00:23:54,849 How come? 237 00:23:57,810 --> 00:24:00,521 You used to hate it when I smoke. 238 00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:08,864 You’ve been doing chores since morning. 239 00:24:09,698 --> 00:24:12,659 Why didn’t we have a helper? I can’t remember why. 240 00:24:13,034 --> 00:24:15,412 You didn't want strangers around. 241 00:24:16,538 --> 00:24:18,707 Because we like being naked? 242 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,960 No, you simply don’t like strangers. 243 00:24:23,752 --> 00:24:26,713 I was raised in a big family. 244 00:24:27,088 --> 00:24:29,215 Whenever my family comes for a visit, 245 00:24:29,509 --> 00:24:32,929 and stayed for a long time, you would get annoyed instantly. 246 00:24:38,349 --> 00:24:40,810 You also don’t talk much. 247 00:24:41,604 --> 00:24:43,147 Even with me. 248 00:24:47,402 --> 00:24:48,694 But one thing for sure, 249 00:24:49,362 --> 00:24:54,075 today was the first time I ever saw you dancing. 250 00:24:55,201 --> 00:24:59,788 Before the accident... I must’ve been an asshole. 251 00:25:01,039 --> 00:25:02,500 Why are you even with me? 252 00:25:03,125 --> 00:25:04,125 Hmm. 253 00:25:05,377 --> 00:25:06,837 Your dick, I guess. 254 00:25:07,421 --> 00:25:08,381 It's heavenly. 255 00:25:12,175 --> 00:25:12,968 Sounds so cheesy. 256 00:25:16,971 --> 00:25:18,140 You’re massively talented. 257 00:25:19,141 --> 00:25:21,309 The faces you make when you're working. 258 00:25:22,103 --> 00:25:23,020 Intense. 259 00:25:23,855 --> 00:25:24,646 Sexy. 260 00:25:39,871 --> 00:25:43,289 For all the shitty things I did in the past, I'm sorry. 261 00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:47,170 Even though I forgot a lot of things, 262 00:25:49,171 --> 00:25:52,884 I will never forget how I feel about you. 263 00:25:55,554 --> 00:25:57,638 I’ve made mistakes, too. 264 00:26:00,224 --> 00:26:01,726 I regret them all. 265 00:26:06,730 --> 00:26:07,648 I was... 266 00:26:07,731 --> 00:26:09,567 Shh, I don’t want to hear it. 267 00:26:11,403 --> 00:26:13,444 - I don't need to. - But we have to talk about it. 268 00:26:13,528 --> 00:26:15,155 No, we don’t. 269 00:26:15,948 --> 00:26:16,740 Okay? 270 00:26:19,661 --> 00:26:21,119 Let's restart. 271 00:26:21,494 --> 00:26:22,453 Clean slate. 272 00:26:31,337 --> 00:26:33,008 I love you so so much. 273 00:26:34,843 --> 00:26:36,926 I love you so so so much. 274 00:26:56,238 --> 00:26:57,655 Huh? 275 00:27:00,076 --> 00:27:01,493 Where did all this food come from? 276 00:27:02,119 --> 00:27:03,162 It’s grandma’s cooking! 277 00:27:03,496 --> 00:27:04,121 Really? 278 00:27:05,414 --> 00:27:08,416 Emir taught me to shop for groceries from my phone. 279 00:27:08,500 --> 00:27:09,501 I was amazed! 280 00:27:09,752 --> 00:27:13,131 No need to go to the market. Just a couple of clicks, 281 00:27:13,673 --> 00:27:15,634 and 15 minutes later I have everything I need. 282 00:27:15,717 --> 00:27:17,675 You see how long you were in the shower? 283 00:27:18,678 --> 00:27:21,931 I’ll cook for you all week. 284 00:27:22,015 --> 00:27:22,431 Oh? 285 00:27:23,015 --> 00:27:24,433 Grandma’s only here for a week? 286 00:27:25,393 --> 00:27:26,393 Why? 287 00:27:26,894 --> 00:27:29,564 Grandma can stay here for as long as she likes. 288 00:27:29,646 --> 00:27:32,398 It always bummed me out when Grandfather and Grandmother left quickly. 289 00:27:32,483 --> 00:27:34,568 They can also stay here for as long as they like. 290 00:27:35,402 --> 00:27:36,153 I'll ask them to come. 291 00:27:36,487 --> 00:27:39,280 The more the merrier! Let's also invite Latif M! 292 00:27:39,365 --> 00:27:40,907 Let’s eat first! 293 00:27:40,990 --> 00:27:42,911 Before Latif M comes! 294 00:27:44,662 --> 00:27:46,080 Here. Try this. 295 00:27:47,832 --> 00:27:49,834 The sambal is here. 296 00:27:50,667 --> 00:27:52,002 - Honey. - Hm? 297 00:27:52,420 --> 00:27:55,423 I want to call Iqbal. There’s something I want to talk about. 298 00:27:56,883 --> 00:27:57,590 Iqbal? 299 00:27:58,425 --> 00:27:59,009 Yes. 300 00:28:00,178 --> 00:28:02,261 He's still my lawyer, right? 301 00:28:02,637 --> 00:28:03,390 I'm not so sure. 302 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:04,516 He still is. 303 00:28:08,269 --> 00:28:10,939 What's this, Emir? We don't have this back at home. 304 00:28:11,021 --> 00:28:14,733 Here, we make words from these letters. 305 00:28:15,025 --> 00:28:16,736 You can return the rest over here. 306 00:28:16,902 --> 00:28:18,028 Do we stack it like this? 307 00:28:18,570 --> 00:28:19,404 Iqbal! 308 00:28:20,406 --> 00:28:21,324 How are you, man? 309 00:28:22,074 --> 00:28:24,367 It sounded so urgent that you want to meet now. 310 00:28:24,911 --> 00:28:26,328 I even postponed my client’s hearing. 311 00:28:28,079 --> 00:28:29,498 Go have some water. 312 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:30,750 Okay. 313 00:28:47,224 --> 00:28:48,684 That's why I contacted you. 314 00:28:52,980 --> 00:28:54,480 I'd like to make a will. 315 00:28:58,152 --> 00:29:02,448 So that’s why you asked Iqbal to come? 316 00:29:03,575 --> 00:29:05,742 Sorry I didn’t tell you, honey. 317 00:29:06,201 --> 00:29:09,121 I haven’t really decided until a few moments ago. 318 00:29:10,622 --> 00:29:12,250 I’ve made a lot of mistakes to my mom. 319 00:29:16,003 --> 00:29:18,588 You'll get some inheritance from your dad, right? 320 00:29:19,423 --> 00:29:22,844 And you've got a good salary as a college professor. 321 00:29:24,928 --> 00:29:27,765 When I passed, 322 00:29:28,390 --> 00:29:32,185 half of my assets will go to Emir, the other half to my mom. 323 00:29:32,353 --> 00:29:33,188 Are you okay with that? 324 00:29:36,355 --> 00:29:38,067 Of course, honey. 325 00:29:38,942 --> 00:29:40,862 I fully support you. 326 00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:47,284 I should head to work. 327 00:29:52,163 --> 00:29:52,457 Bye. 328 00:29:52,707 --> 00:29:53,664 - Bye. - Bye, Iqbal. 329 00:29:56,417 --> 00:29:57,211 So, what do you think? 330 00:29:58,462 --> 00:29:59,255 Sure thing. 331 00:30:00,548 --> 00:30:01,173 What is it? 332 00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:05,135 You’re so different. 333 00:30:06,554 --> 00:30:07,971 Nadine said the same thing. 334 00:30:08,515 --> 00:30:09,265 But it’s a good thing, right? 335 00:30:10,473 --> 00:30:10,891 Iqbal. 336 00:30:11,893 --> 00:30:14,770 Were we strictly professional or were we close friends? 337 00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:15,814 I can't recall. 338 00:30:18,773 --> 00:30:19,273 Alif. 339 00:30:19,983 --> 00:30:21,361 You don't have friends. 340 00:30:22,277 --> 00:30:24,989 An extreme introvert, the annoying kind. 341 00:30:26,031 --> 00:30:29,201 Borderline toxic. People don't like being around you. 342 00:30:29,826 --> 00:30:32,121 In fact, if I weren’t good friends with Nadine, 343 00:30:32,746 --> 00:30:34,499 I wouldn’t want to be your lawyer. 344 00:30:36,084 --> 00:30:37,125 But now... 345 00:30:38,210 --> 00:30:40,002 you’re like a completely different person. 346 00:30:44,134 --> 00:30:48,929 Is this because you almost died and now decided to be a better person? 347 00:30:51,015 --> 00:30:53,017 Honestly, I don’t feel different. 348 00:30:53,599 --> 00:30:56,019 I was extremely injured 349 00:30:56,770 --> 00:30:58,189 and even was in a comma. 350 00:30:59,816 --> 00:31:02,527 So, is it possible you’ll go back to your old self? 351 00:31:02,818 --> 00:31:03,736 No. 352 00:31:04,528 --> 00:31:06,321 No, I won't. 353 00:31:06,779 --> 00:31:10,034 Dad never told me about his childhood, Grandma. 354 00:31:10,535 --> 00:31:13,163 He's always been a quiet kid. 355 00:31:13,579 --> 00:31:18,541 But I want to know about his hometown and childhood. 356 00:31:18,750 --> 00:31:20,711 It's because I don't remember, Emir. 357 00:31:21,295 --> 00:31:23,172 That's why I also want to ask Grandma to fill me in. 358 00:31:24,257 --> 00:31:27,174 Come sit with us. I’ll tell you. 359 00:31:28,009 --> 00:31:30,096 I have to finish this painting, Mom. 360 00:31:30,929 --> 00:31:32,890 I have an exhibition in two weeks. 361 00:31:33,432 --> 00:31:36,603 Tiny paintings like that, you blink and it’s done. 362 00:31:38,145 --> 00:31:39,770 It's way harder than you think, Mom. 363 00:31:40,855 --> 00:31:43,108 Come on, come here. 364 00:31:43,733 --> 00:31:46,278 Just get over here before I drop dead. 365 00:31:46,653 --> 00:31:48,529 Who would fill you in then? 366 00:31:49,323 --> 00:31:51,240 Come sit before you regret it. 367 00:31:53,327 --> 00:31:54,161 Come, son. 368 00:32:01,251 --> 00:32:02,586 What do you two want to know? 369 00:32:02,961 --> 00:32:04,588 Was Dad a smart kid? 370 00:32:05,463 --> 00:32:06,465 He was. 371 00:32:06,633 --> 00:32:10,720 Top of the class all the way to freshman year of high school. 372 00:32:11,179 --> 00:32:12,637 What happened during junior year? 373 00:32:13,096 --> 00:32:14,432 He dropped out. 374 00:32:14,766 --> 00:32:16,308 Oh, why? 375 00:32:16,683 --> 00:32:18,018 Couldn’t afford school? 376 00:32:18,728 --> 00:32:25,692 I worked really hard so that your dad could stay in school. 377 00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:28,904 But he quit. 378 00:32:29,529 --> 00:32:31,156 Why'd he do that? 379 00:32:31,239 --> 00:32:32,907 So that he could go to Jakarta. 380 00:32:33,451 --> 00:32:34,284 Why? 381 00:32:34,992 --> 00:32:39,499 Well, had he not gone to Jakarta, we wouldn't have you here. 382 00:32:40,750 --> 00:32:41,625 Good point. 383 00:32:41,709 --> 00:32:43,042 Instead, there’s Emira. 384 00:32:43,167 --> 00:32:46,171 Pretty. Long haired. She got a mole. 385 00:32:47,756 --> 00:32:50,093 Was your house back at the village big? 386 00:32:50,175 --> 00:32:52,844 It was tiny. The smallest house there. 387 00:32:52,929 --> 00:32:55,221 Left and right there were big houses. 388 00:32:55,305 --> 00:32:57,349 Ours looked all squeezed in. 389 00:32:57,432 --> 00:32:59,518 Did he have a hobby? 390 00:32:59,601 --> 00:33:02,645 He loved it whenever I took him to the market. 391 00:33:02,730 --> 00:33:04,146 The farmers market. 392 00:33:04,231 --> 00:33:06,233 He also loved watching the fish. 393 00:33:06,317 --> 00:33:08,236 Did he always like to draw? 394 00:33:08,318 --> 00:33:10,569 Yes, he'd draw everyday. 395 00:33:10,653 --> 00:33:12,240 Were the drawings always tiny? 396 00:33:12,323 --> 00:33:14,284 Well, we didn’t have money. 397 00:33:14,366 --> 00:33:17,244 With tiny drawings, we saved money. 398 00:33:17,494 --> 00:33:19,246 Has he ever made big drawings? 399 00:33:19,453 --> 00:33:20,288 Nope. 400 00:33:20,579 --> 00:33:22,125 Always tiny ones. 401 00:33:24,669 --> 00:33:25,670 Alif! What’s wrong? 402 00:33:26,211 --> 00:33:27,547 Your nose is bleeding! 403 00:33:27,878 --> 00:33:29,882 I'm okay, Mom Just a bit under the weather. 404 00:34:19,806 --> 00:34:22,893 UNDER LEFT LEG OF THE TABLE 405 00:36:04,952 --> 00:36:07,289 We could've shopped online. 406 00:36:07,373 --> 00:36:08,583 We don't have to come here. 407 00:36:08,833 --> 00:36:10,835 I want to remember my childhood, Mom. 408 00:36:11,585 --> 00:36:13,461 You said Dad loved the market. 409 00:36:15,630 --> 00:36:17,715 Well, I didn’t need to come. 410 00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:22,346 I should’ve stayed home and done some cleaning. 411 00:36:22,679 --> 00:36:25,014 This way, you can take a look around Jakarta. 412 00:36:26,141 --> 00:36:28,143 How come you never went to the market before, Dad? 413 00:36:28,226 --> 00:36:30,311 Really? I can't remember. 414 00:36:31,230 --> 00:36:32,188 Fishes! 415 00:36:34,733 --> 00:36:36,568 Mom, did I ever have a younger sibling? 416 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:40,155 No, you're my only child. 417 00:36:40,905 --> 00:36:43,407 But have you ever given birth after me? 418 00:36:43,992 --> 00:36:46,161 A stillborn, perhaps? 419 00:36:46,244 --> 00:36:47,204 No, never. 420 00:36:47,496 --> 00:36:48,956 I would remember. 421 00:36:49,496 --> 00:36:50,789 What brought you all the way here? 422 00:36:50,956 --> 00:36:53,293 Anything you can't find in our market? 423 00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:56,338 Do I know you? 424 00:36:59,215 --> 00:36:59,965 Who was that? 425 00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:01,927 No idea. 426 00:37:02,010 --> 00:37:04,054 Maybe you look like someone he knows. 427 00:37:05,014 --> 00:37:05,889 - Maybe. - Dad! 428 00:37:07,641 --> 00:37:09,059 Are you having nosebleeds again? 429 00:37:10,518 --> 00:37:11,603 Oh, no, Alif. 430 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:13,230 Here. 431 00:37:13,313 --> 00:37:14,856 Let's go home, come on. 432 00:37:15,190 --> 00:37:15,815 Let's go. 433 00:37:19,735 --> 00:37:21,112 You should be okay. 434 00:37:21,780 --> 00:37:24,032 You used to have nosebleeds too. 435 00:37:25,076 --> 00:37:26,992 Betel leaves should do the trick. 436 00:37:28,829 --> 00:37:30,121 Don’t touch it. 437 00:37:30,704 --> 00:37:31,873 Just sit still. 438 00:37:32,164 --> 00:37:33,125 Five minutes. 439 00:37:58,525 --> 00:37:59,608 Alif... 440 00:38:03,905 --> 00:38:04,907 Alif... 441 00:38:12,496 --> 00:38:13,498 Alif. 442 00:38:19,003 --> 00:38:20,047 What is it, Alif?! 443 00:38:20,130 --> 00:38:21,715 I... I knocked the chair down. 444 00:38:21,797 --> 00:38:24,844 You never changed, still careless as ever! 445 00:38:25,510 --> 00:38:26,387 Careful! 446 00:38:28,556 --> 00:38:30,264 Let's go lay on your bed. 447 00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:33,393 Slowly, come now. 448 00:38:34,894 --> 00:38:36,188 Look at the year. 449 00:38:36,771 --> 00:38:39,106 I made this when I was 12. 450 00:38:39,898 --> 00:38:42,737 It’s one dark sketch for a 12 year-old. 451 00:38:43,778 --> 00:38:46,447 Have you seen your son’s sketches? 452 00:38:46,780 --> 00:38:50,617 Ghosts, demons, monsters. 453 00:38:50,702 --> 00:38:52,329 It's the same thing. 454 00:38:52,411 --> 00:38:55,750 But not like this. This is too disturbing. 455 00:38:59,295 --> 00:39:03,213 You were that talented at such a young age. 456 00:39:04,884 --> 00:39:05,842 That's so hot. 457 00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:08,471 Such a wild imagination. 458 00:39:10,679 --> 00:39:11,389 But... 459 00:39:11,474 --> 00:39:13,391 What if it’s not just my imagination? 460 00:39:13,476 --> 00:39:15,184 What if this actually happened? 461 00:39:15,268 --> 00:39:16,978 You mean you holding a dead fetus? 462 00:39:18,521 --> 00:39:18,981 Yes. 463 00:39:22,068 --> 00:39:23,233 Could it have been my sibling? 464 00:39:25,570 --> 00:39:28,282 Your mom already said that you didn’t have any siblings. 465 00:39:30,032 --> 00:39:30,992 What if... 466 00:39:31,409 --> 00:39:33,786 What if she's not telling me the whole truth? 467 00:39:38,750 --> 00:39:41,378 You still want to know about your past? 468 00:39:43,797 --> 00:39:47,134 If you were me, wouldn’t you want to remember everything? 469 00:39:53,181 --> 00:39:54,891 Where did you find that sketch? 470 00:39:55,934 --> 00:39:58,521 From a secret drawer in my cabinet. 471 00:40:00,523 --> 00:40:02,483 Why do you have a secret drawer? 472 00:40:04,110 --> 00:40:05,652 I don’t know either. 473 00:40:07,405 --> 00:40:08,320 There. 474 00:40:09,572 --> 00:40:10,949 That was the old you. 475 00:40:11,032 --> 00:40:13,076 The one before the accident. 476 00:40:13,702 --> 00:40:17,329 Full of secrets you wouldn’t share even with your own wife. 477 00:40:22,835 --> 00:40:24,713 I'd prefer you not to remember. 478 00:40:29,050 --> 00:40:32,637 I'd prefer this version of you. 479 00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:32,673 Alif! 480 00:42:34,884 --> 00:42:35,802 Alif? 481 00:42:36,594 --> 00:42:37,262 Mom. 482 00:42:37,344 --> 00:42:38,639 What were you doing? 483 00:42:38,722 --> 00:42:41,224 I wanted to help you unpack. 484 00:42:41,306 --> 00:42:43,018 But I see that you already did. 485 00:42:44,103 --> 00:42:44,978 I couldn't sleep. 486 00:42:45,061 --> 00:42:46,771 Your nose is bleeding again. 487 00:42:47,898 --> 00:42:48,606 Oh, this. 488 00:42:48,898 --> 00:42:49,942 It's from this afternoon. 489 00:42:50,023 --> 00:42:51,358 Please go back to sleep. 490 00:43:08,418 --> 00:43:12,797 DOES TRAUMA INJURY CAUSE HALLUCINATION? 491 00:43:13,088 --> 00:43:15,550 Fifty percent to your mom, fifty percent to Emir. 492 00:43:15,842 --> 00:43:17,260 Sign and it's done. 493 00:43:27,811 --> 00:43:28,480 You okay? 494 00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:30,690 Not sure. 495 00:43:31,398 --> 00:43:33,233 My head's a mess. 496 00:43:34,068 --> 00:43:35,237 I keep getting confused. 497 00:43:35,737 --> 00:43:37,237 I should check with my doctor again. 498 00:43:38,822 --> 00:43:40,907 Have you made a lot of wills? 499 00:43:41,534 --> 00:43:42,161 Of course. 500 00:43:43,536 --> 00:43:46,371 Did anyone ever make changes to their will after it’s signed? 501 00:43:46,456 --> 00:43:48,291 It happened. Rarely, though. 502 00:43:51,711 --> 00:43:52,920 Allah the Almighty. 503 00:43:53,255 --> 00:43:55,090 Please watch over my son, Alif. 504 00:43:55,965 --> 00:43:58,844 Keep him healthy, let him live a long life. 505 00:43:59,260 --> 00:44:01,304 Bless him. 506 00:44:01,722 --> 00:44:04,431 May he be happy in this life and the afterlife. 507 00:44:04,849 --> 00:44:07,101 Ameen, O Lord of the Universe. 508 00:44:16,027 --> 00:44:17,570 Who is Farida, Mom? 509 00:44:32,710 --> 00:44:34,670 When you were twelve, 510 00:44:36,255 --> 00:44:38,715 I took you and ran away from home. 511 00:44:42,219 --> 00:44:44,054 Your father was getting more abusive. 512 00:44:45,681 --> 00:44:47,141 He's drunk more often. 513 00:44:48,309 --> 00:44:50,144 Keeps having women by his side. 514 00:44:53,481 --> 00:44:55,273 He beat me up more often, too. 515 00:44:56,983 --> 00:44:58,778 And also you. 516 00:45:00,405 --> 00:45:02,740 He struck you in the head with a machete. 517 00:45:03,532 --> 00:45:07,077 Thankfully he was too drunk to realize that he hit you with its blunt side. 518 00:45:07,538 --> 00:45:11,208 Otherwise, you would have been dead. 519 00:45:11,708 --> 00:45:13,041 I screamed. 520 00:45:14,043 --> 00:45:15,378 I pulled you away from him. 521 00:45:17,797 --> 00:45:19,632 But he got to my arm. 522 00:45:22,552 --> 00:45:26,097 We ran away and I brought you to another village. 523 00:45:27,724 --> 00:45:30,101 I rented a house for us. 524 00:45:30,728 --> 00:45:32,311 We were struggling so much. 525 00:45:36,231 --> 00:45:37,525 But I wasn't sad. 526 00:45:39,068 --> 00:45:40,903 I had you by my side. 527 00:45:46,076 --> 00:45:48,411 But then you left. 528 00:45:51,664 --> 00:45:53,500 I was all alone. 529 00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:57,128 I was heartbroken. 530 00:46:00,132 --> 00:46:02,092 I lost my will to live. 531 00:46:15,813 --> 00:46:17,148 After eighteen years, 532 00:46:18,233 --> 00:46:20,818 I received your letter. 533 00:46:21,445 --> 00:46:25,157 I was surprised that you asked me to come to Jakarta. 534 00:46:26,407 --> 00:46:27,492 But I was scared, too. 535 00:46:27,657 --> 00:46:29,077 I was so scared. 536 00:46:31,663 --> 00:46:33,039 I was scared that 537 00:46:33,414 --> 00:46:37,376 you' be ashamed of me, 538 00:46:39,088 --> 00:46:42,380 this shabby and dirty village woman. 539 00:46:45,844 --> 00:46:47,137 I was terrified. 540 00:46:48,554 --> 00:46:51,556 I feared you’d become the Ungrateful Child. 541 00:46:53,309 --> 00:46:55,561 At first, I didn’t want to come. 542 00:46:58,273 --> 00:46:59,773 Then this angel came to me. 543 00:47:00,608 --> 00:47:03,402 My neighbor’s daughter, Farida. 544 00:47:05,822 --> 00:47:08,074 She gave me her ATM card. 545 00:47:10,992 --> 00:47:12,204 She said, 546 00:47:13,121 --> 00:47:14,163 "Aminah", 547 00:47:16,833 --> 00:47:19,418 "if Alif turned into an ungrateful child", 548 00:47:21,253 --> 00:47:23,088 "come home". 549 00:47:23,382 --> 00:47:26,885 "Use the card to book a flight home". 550 00:47:29,721 --> 00:47:31,097 I see it now. 551 00:47:31,597 --> 00:47:34,599 You’re not happy I’m here. 552 00:47:34,893 --> 00:47:36,728 I fully understand. 553 00:47:37,019 --> 00:47:39,063 You’ve built yourself a nice life here. 554 00:47:39,481 --> 00:47:45,528 A happy family, a nice job, a beautiful wife and a smart son. 555 00:47:48,239 --> 00:47:51,117 Why did I come here and ruin all of that? 556 00:47:54,121 --> 00:47:56,496 Don't mind me anymore. 557 00:47:57,623 --> 00:47:59,458 I'll be fine on my own. 558 00:48:00,251 --> 00:48:02,086 I'm already used to it. 559 00:48:03,253 --> 00:48:05,088 I'm not angry, I know my place. 560 00:48:06,257 --> 00:48:07,048 Mom... 561 00:48:07,925 --> 00:48:09,175 Mom, don't go... 562 00:48:09,385 --> 00:48:10,637 I’m old. 563 00:48:12,137 --> 00:48:13,681 I only have a few years left. 564 00:48:14,224 --> 00:48:15,766 I'll be dead soon. 565 00:48:16,474 --> 00:48:20,146 You have your whole life ahead of you, a bright future. 566 00:48:22,690 --> 00:48:25,027 Don’t let me ruin it. 567 00:48:25,735 --> 00:48:28,112 The last thing I want is to be a burden to you. 568 00:48:28,195 --> 00:48:30,072 No, Mom. 569 00:48:31,489 --> 00:48:33,326 You’re not a burden. 570 00:48:37,789 --> 00:48:40,000 I’m just not fully recovered yet. 571 00:48:41,460 --> 00:48:43,295 I keep getting confused. 572 00:48:45,213 --> 00:48:46,590 What did I tell you? 573 00:48:48,007 --> 00:48:51,177 You should drink water with betel leaf. 574 00:48:52,804 --> 00:48:57,057 Every morning and every night before you go to bed. 575 00:48:58,809 --> 00:49:01,103 What is it with betel leaves being able to heal everything... 576 00:49:01,688 --> 00:49:04,523 It's the only medicine I know. 577 00:49:05,983 --> 00:49:09,237 They're everywhere. 578 00:49:12,657 --> 00:49:13,574 Mom... 579 00:49:16,036 --> 00:49:17,579 Please forgive me. 580 00:49:18,329 --> 00:49:22,000 I should have stayed at the hospital, having more time to recover. 581 00:49:22,501 --> 00:49:24,168 I have hallucinations. 582 00:49:25,210 --> 00:49:26,672 I keep seeing things that are not there. 583 00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:29,422 That's okay. 584 00:49:32,134 --> 00:49:33,969 I also see things that aren't there. 585 00:49:37,764 --> 00:49:38,724 Money. 586 00:49:39,893 --> 00:49:41,103 Husband. 587 00:49:42,271 --> 00:49:44,106 House, too. 588 00:49:44,398 --> 00:49:45,690 I keep seeing them. 589 00:49:47,358 --> 00:49:48,985 I just laugh it off. 590 00:50:01,956 --> 00:50:04,001 Let me know when you’re ready to sign. 591 00:50:04,458 --> 00:50:05,793 Or if you change your mind. 592 00:50:06,043 --> 00:50:09,505 I’m off work tomorrow, though. I promised my wife and kid. 593 00:50:10,297 --> 00:50:11,717 I’ll sign now. 594 00:50:20,056 --> 00:50:21,059 One more thing. 595 00:50:21,143 --> 00:50:23,059 I know we weren't close friends. 596 00:50:23,143 --> 00:50:27,190 But if you’d like to get coffee with me sometime, 597 00:50:27,273 --> 00:50:28,648 I'd really appreciate it. 598 00:50:29,275 --> 00:50:30,193 Pro-bono? 599 00:50:34,197 --> 00:50:35,905 Don’t be too serious, man. 600 00:50:37,532 --> 00:50:38,784 I'd love to. 601 00:50:39,577 --> 00:50:42,664 I also usually hang by myself when work gets too much. 602 00:50:43,789 --> 00:50:45,331 Now I have a friend. 603 00:50:46,335 --> 00:50:47,126 You. 604 00:50:49,295 --> 00:50:49,963 Thank you. 605 00:51:02,016 --> 00:51:03,601 What am I supposed to do! 606 00:51:09,315 --> 00:51:09,858 Nadine? 607 00:51:12,358 --> 00:51:13,027 Honey? 608 00:51:17,739 --> 00:51:18,367 Nadine? 609 00:51:32,838 --> 00:51:34,757 - You must have a lot of homework. - Right. 610 00:51:35,090 --> 00:51:35,965 Hi, Dad! 611 00:51:38,177 --> 00:51:38,929 What's wrong? 612 00:51:39,594 --> 00:51:40,972 I heard your voice. 613 00:51:41,554 --> 00:51:42,306 When? 614 00:51:42,972 --> 00:51:44,057 Just now when I was in the shower. 615 00:51:45,226 --> 00:51:46,561 Might've been your Mom. 616 00:51:46,644 --> 00:51:48,271 No, it was you. 617 00:51:48,938 --> 00:51:51,690 Come and have some food, Emir, Nadine. 618 00:51:51,981 --> 00:51:53,527 I have to shower first, Grandma. 619 00:51:53,692 --> 00:51:55,487 No need. 620 00:51:56,278 --> 00:51:58,530 You don't get this curry every day. 621 00:51:58,614 --> 00:52:00,157 You must eat it while it’s hot. 622 00:52:00,534 --> 00:52:01,159 Come. 623 00:52:01,242 --> 00:52:02,411 - Let's go. - Yes! 624 00:52:02,494 --> 00:52:04,538 I also haven't had lunch. 625 00:52:04,871 --> 00:52:07,416 Too bad you were at school when I cooked. 626 00:52:07,498 --> 00:52:10,416 - I missed my dance partner. - Latif M didn't come in today? 627 00:52:10,501 --> 00:52:12,545 He’s on a leave today. 628 00:52:12,628 --> 00:52:16,007 He had to go to court to finalize his divorce. 629 00:52:16,090 --> 00:52:17,884 So that he could marry me. 630 00:52:18,510 --> 00:52:20,802 - Fish eye! - Yes! 631 00:52:21,012 --> 00:52:22,637 That's the best part. 632 00:52:23,556 --> 00:52:25,391 That's what makes it expensive. 633 00:52:25,474 --> 00:52:27,476 Those used to be the king’s feast! 634 00:52:27,561 --> 00:52:29,353 Mom, you don’t have to cook every day. 635 00:52:29,436 --> 00:52:30,771 I don’t want you to get tired. 636 00:52:30,856 --> 00:52:33,942 At his age, Emir needs all the food he can get. 637 00:52:34,733 --> 00:52:37,570 Once he gets circumcised, his appetite will diminish. 638 00:52:38,572 --> 00:52:39,947 Just like Alif then. 639 00:52:40,572 --> 00:52:42,615 He used to eat a lot, until he got circumcised. 640 00:52:42,907 --> 00:52:45,579 He became skinny because he ate very little. 641 00:52:46,746 --> 00:52:48,789 Didn't you say you didn't get circumcised, Dad? 642 00:52:50,331 --> 00:52:51,208 No way. 643 00:52:52,001 --> 00:52:54,420 A muslim man must be circumcised. It's a sin otherwise. 644 00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:56,297 Dad did say so, though. 645 00:53:01,302 --> 00:53:02,262 I don't remember clearly. 646 00:53:04,347 --> 00:53:06,599 It might've been Budi, our next-door neighbor’s son. 647 00:53:07,726 --> 00:53:08,351 That's it. 648 00:53:09,643 --> 00:53:10,561 I forgot. 649 00:53:10,978 --> 00:53:13,021 I keep forgetting things. 650 00:53:16,025 --> 00:53:16,733 Eat up. 651 00:53:17,027 --> 00:53:18,652 Try the curry, it's so good. 652 00:53:26,994 --> 00:53:27,994 Can I come in? 653 00:53:28,829 --> 00:53:31,706 That's a first. You usually just barge in. 654 00:53:33,041 --> 00:53:34,503 I know you have a lot on your mind. 655 00:53:36,713 --> 00:53:38,547 How do you know that? 656 00:53:39,047 --> 00:53:40,048 You told me yourself 657 00:53:40,132 --> 00:53:43,762 that if I wanted to be a painter, I need to be able to read people's faces. 658 00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:46,972 Did I ever... 659 00:53:47,931 --> 00:53:50,559 hit you or your Mom? 660 00:53:50,643 --> 00:53:51,644 No, never. 661 00:53:52,144 --> 00:53:53,396 You were never angry with me. 662 00:53:53,896 --> 00:53:55,481 You were angry at yourself. 663 00:53:56,065 --> 00:53:56,690 What do you mean? 664 00:53:57,233 --> 00:54:00,527 You often locked yourself in here, shouting and yelling. 665 00:54:01,947 --> 00:54:03,532 I like you better now. 666 00:54:03,782 --> 00:54:05,367 You're never angry anymore. 667 00:54:06,742 --> 00:54:07,284 Oh, right. 668 00:54:07,367 --> 00:54:08,702 I wanted to show you this. 669 00:54:10,079 --> 00:54:12,623 This is my drawing assignment at school today. 670 00:54:12,998 --> 00:54:14,041 But the teacher is really annoying. 671 00:54:14,541 --> 00:54:15,125 Too strict. 672 00:54:15,668 --> 00:54:17,963 I made a tiny drawing of him. 673 00:54:18,088 --> 00:54:18,878 Over here. 674 00:54:19,088 --> 00:54:20,382 Why? 675 00:54:20,922 --> 00:54:21,840 I'm annoyed at him. 676 00:54:22,550 --> 00:54:25,135 A form of protest because he likes to smoke at the back of the class. 677 00:54:26,052 --> 00:54:29,764 I had to draw it really small because if he saw it, I’d be in trouble. 678 00:54:31,809 --> 00:54:34,521 Wasn’t that why you made your drawings really small? 679 00:54:34,896 --> 00:54:36,606 To hide them so they wouldn’t be noticed? 680 00:54:40,777 --> 00:54:41,318 Anyway. 681 00:54:41,735 --> 00:54:43,280 I just wanted to show you my drawing. 682 00:54:43,572 --> 00:54:44,862 I should go to bed now. 683 00:55:39,001 --> 00:55:45,548 YOU'RE LUCKY TO NOT LIVE WITH US. REST IN PEACE, MY LITTLE SIBLINGS. 684 00:56:07,862 --> 00:56:08,739 Nadine! 685 00:56:09,864 --> 00:56:10,449 Nadine! 686 00:56:11,617 --> 00:56:13,494 - Nadine! - I'm coming! 687 00:56:14,411 --> 00:56:15,663 She’s gone! 688 00:56:16,539 --> 00:56:17,289 Who's gone? 689 00:56:17,373 --> 00:56:18,041 Mom! 690 00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:20,751 My mom, or God knows who she really is. 691 00:56:21,418 --> 00:56:22,295 What do you mean? 692 00:56:22,960 --> 00:56:25,838 She’s gone. Her clothes, her bag, all gone. 693 00:56:26,925 --> 00:56:29,050 Grandma left without saying goodbye? 694 00:56:40,688 --> 00:56:41,981 Did you try calling her? 695 00:56:42,273 --> 00:56:43,648 Her number has been deactivated. 696 00:56:45,150 --> 00:56:46,360 Any valuables missing? 697 00:56:46,777 --> 00:56:47,695 No. 698 00:56:48,780 --> 00:56:50,489 So perhaps she’s not some kind of a criminal? 699 00:56:50,780 --> 00:56:52,199 She's not my mother, that's for sure. 700 00:56:52,324 --> 00:56:54,076 How did you contact her before? 701 00:56:54,661 --> 00:56:59,081 Not sure how, but it seemed I sent her a letter. 702 00:56:59,164 --> 00:57:02,333 I sent her money to buy a phone and a plane ticket. 703 00:57:02,418 --> 00:57:04,210 Nadine picked her up at the airport. 704 00:57:05,213 --> 00:57:06,963 How did Nadine know she was your mom? 705 00:57:08,047 --> 00:57:11,552 I texted her that Nadine would be picking her up. 706 00:57:11,635 --> 00:57:15,556 I sent a photo of Nadine. And Nadine had a sign, 'Alif's Mom.' 707 00:57:16,056 --> 00:57:17,934 How did it go at the airport? 708 00:57:18,559 --> 00:57:19,686 I had the sign with me. 709 00:57:19,768 --> 00:57:22,021 She approached me, asked me if I was Nadine, 710 00:57:22,271 --> 00:57:24,065 and then she showed me the text from Alif. 711 00:57:24,148 --> 00:57:26,733 She could've met my real mom at the airport. 712 00:57:27,152 --> 00:57:29,320 She did something to my mom, and then took her phone. 713 00:57:29,402 --> 00:57:33,824 Or maybe it was never your mother who received your letter in the first place. 714 00:57:34,324 --> 00:57:35,201 Hold on, hold on. 715 00:57:35,284 --> 00:57:37,911 She knew about the scar on Alif’s head, 716 00:57:37,996 --> 00:57:39,414 even before we got home. 717 00:57:50,298 --> 00:57:50,884 Here. 718 00:57:58,181 --> 00:57:59,266 My mom's in danger. 719 00:57:59,349 --> 00:58:02,103 I don’t know how to explain it but I can feel it. 720 00:58:05,063 --> 00:58:05,898 Should we call the cops? 721 00:58:06,148 --> 00:58:07,106 And say what? 722 00:58:07,356 --> 00:58:08,608 No valuables are stolen. 723 00:58:09,525 --> 00:58:12,070 And you don’t even remember what your mom looks like. 724 00:58:12,695 --> 00:58:14,197 Your memories are unreliable. 725 00:58:14,657 --> 00:58:15,992 It will overcomplicate things. 726 00:58:16,242 --> 00:58:17,952 And you still have work to finish. 727 00:58:18,161 --> 00:58:22,539 My real mom might have been kidnapped and locked up somewhere. 728 00:58:22,956 --> 00:58:23,581 I have to find her! 729 00:58:23,666 --> 00:58:24,125 Alif. 730 00:58:24,416 --> 00:58:25,876 If this is a kidnapping, 731 00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:28,753 most likely there will be a ransom demand or something. 732 00:58:29,547 --> 00:58:30,797 If that happens, 733 00:58:31,422 --> 00:58:33,134 we’ll go to the cops. 734 00:58:43,519 --> 00:58:46,021 How can someone forget his own mother’s face? 735 00:58:48,690 --> 00:58:52,903 Every day I look in the mirror, hoping that maybe I’ll remember her face. 736 00:58:53,362 --> 00:58:55,072 But still nothing. 737 00:58:56,280 --> 00:58:59,786 Surely there’s a resemblance between a mother and her child. 738 00:59:02,204 --> 00:59:03,748 What do you think happened to her? 739 00:59:06,876 --> 00:59:09,210 Maybe she never came to Jakarta in the first place. 740 00:59:09,878 --> 00:59:12,672 Well, then, who was that woman? What did she get out of this? 741 00:59:17,052 --> 00:59:19,972 Have you tried looking for your home address in the village? 742 00:59:20,889 --> 00:59:22,974 We could go there and check. 743 00:59:23,849 --> 00:59:26,771 I looked in text messages, phone books, nothing. 744 00:59:29,481 --> 00:59:32,985 I really can’t remember how I got in touch with her. 745 00:59:35,822 --> 00:59:37,280 Alif. 746 00:59:39,532 --> 00:59:41,911 Your mom might still be in the village, 747 00:59:42,161 --> 00:59:43,371 living a peaceful life. 748 00:59:45,331 --> 00:59:50,335 I say we try looking for the address again. 749 00:59:50,420 --> 00:59:53,797 Then we go there, get her to come and live with us here. 750 01:00:00,597 --> 01:00:04,434 You have me and Emir in your life. 751 01:00:05,684 --> 01:00:10,146 Before the accident, we felt like you were drifting away. 752 01:00:12,358 --> 01:00:14,775 And now you’re finally here with us. 753 01:00:18,155 --> 01:00:21,657 I want our family to stay like this, forever. 754 01:00:31,001 --> 01:00:32,503 Your heart is racing. 755 01:00:35,047 --> 01:00:36,757 I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. 756 01:00:37,507 --> 01:00:39,175 My chest feels so tight. 757 01:00:40,677 --> 01:00:45,556 I miss my mom. But I don’t even know what she looks like. 758 01:00:45,641 --> 01:00:46,516 Okay. 759 01:00:46,599 --> 01:00:49,436 I’ll call in sick. Let's go see the doctor today. 760 01:00:49,519 --> 01:00:51,438 No, please don’t. I’ll be okay. 761 01:00:51,773 --> 01:00:53,856 I've always been like this since the accident. 762 01:00:53,942 --> 01:00:54,900 No, no. 763 01:00:55,983 --> 01:00:59,530 I’m staying with you, be it at home or at the doctor. 764 01:00:59,612 --> 01:01:01,574 No, it's okay. I just want to lie down today. 765 01:01:01,657 --> 01:01:03,076 You don’t need to keep me company. 766 01:01:04,492 --> 01:01:05,409 Are you sure? 767 01:01:07,371 --> 01:01:08,996 - You should go. - Okay, then. 768 01:01:09,081 --> 01:01:10,541 We don’t want Emir to be late for school. 769 01:01:11,458 --> 01:01:12,501 I love you so so much. 770 01:01:12,751 --> 01:01:14,128 I love you so so so so much. 771 01:01:19,340 --> 01:01:20,217 I'll get going. 772 01:01:20,675 --> 01:01:21,344 Love you. 773 01:01:21,425 --> 01:01:21,927 Love you. 774 01:01:22,010 --> 01:01:22,594 Bye. 775 01:01:27,849 --> 01:01:28,474 Emir! 776 01:01:28,934 --> 01:01:29,643 Let’s go! 777 01:01:30,393 --> 01:01:30,978 Let's go! 778 01:01:31,353 --> 01:01:32,853 I’ve been ready ages ago. 779 01:01:35,731 --> 01:01:36,983 I'll call the cops on you! 780 01:01:37,275 --> 01:01:38,402 You're going to jail! 781 01:01:38,485 --> 01:01:39,778 DON'T THINK I WOULDN'T DARE! 782 01:03:03,695 --> 01:03:06,157 BAR, JAKARTA, SEA HORSE 783 01:04:18,396 --> 01:04:19,480 Argh! 784 01:04:22,440 --> 01:04:23,525 Damn it! 785 01:04:24,068 --> 01:04:24,943 Sir, are you okay?! 786 01:04:25,360 --> 01:04:26,820 Can't you fucking drive?! 787 01:04:27,820 --> 01:04:30,867 Don't you have eyes?! 788 01:04:31,576 --> 01:04:32,492 Take responsibility! 789 01:04:32,576 --> 01:04:34,286 Be a man and take responsibility! 790 01:04:34,369 --> 01:04:35,829 Only this much?! 791 01:04:35,911 --> 01:04:38,248 This is the price of dying these days? 792 01:04:38,331 --> 01:04:39,250 Scram! 793 01:04:42,836 --> 01:04:43,920 Sweet money. 794 01:04:44,005 --> 01:04:44,920 I'll have his phone. 795 01:05:41,436 --> 01:05:44,606 I'm sorry, but it was my mom's favorite blanket. 796 01:05:44,688 --> 01:05:45,981 It belonged to my late dad. 797 01:05:46,483 --> 01:05:49,737 Well, so many blankets are brought in every day. 798 01:05:49,820 --> 01:05:52,905 They can easily get mixed up. 799 01:05:54,032 --> 01:05:54,907 You're right, ma'am. 800 01:05:55,492 --> 01:05:59,454 I'll just check the CCTV footage myself. 801 01:05:59,996 --> 01:06:01,539 I don't want to trouble you further. 802 01:06:05,001 --> 01:06:06,085 Please, ma'am. 803 01:06:07,213 --> 01:06:08,338 I feel bad for my mom. 804 01:06:08,672 --> 01:06:10,297 She couldn't sleep for 2 nights already. 805 01:06:11,259 --> 01:06:12,842 It hurts to see her that way. 806 01:06:13,510 --> 01:06:15,762 Her gout also flared-up. 807 01:07:57,489 --> 01:07:58,655 Hurry up! 808 01:08:01,534 --> 01:08:02,327 Come on! 809 01:08:58,298 --> 01:08:59,759 - Hurry up, now. - I bet thirty thousand rupiah. 810 01:09:00,094 --> 01:09:00,845 Okay. 811 01:09:01,429 --> 01:09:02,177 How much are you betting? 812 01:09:36,671 --> 01:09:37,422 Excuse me. 813 01:09:38,797 --> 01:09:39,341 You again? 814 01:09:40,176 --> 01:09:41,009 What are you doing here? 815 01:09:41,092 --> 01:09:43,051 - Jamal, you in or what?! - Coming! 816 01:09:43,136 --> 01:09:45,264 I want to ask about my mom. 817 01:09:47,140 --> 01:09:47,556 Sir. 818 01:09:48,391 --> 01:09:49,768 - Freak. - My mom's missing. 819 01:09:50,143 --> 01:09:50,895 I'm coming! 820 01:09:50,978 --> 01:09:51,478 Hey! 821 01:09:51,685 --> 01:09:53,980 My money's on the line! Fuck off, you freak. 822 01:10:32,560 --> 01:10:34,395 Whoa, what do you think you're doing? 823 01:10:35,104 --> 01:10:36,064 Who is that woman?! 824 01:10:37,024 --> 01:10:37,815 That woman? 825 01:10:37,899 --> 01:10:38,942 You mean your mom? 826 01:10:40,859 --> 01:10:41,904 She's your mom, right? 827 01:10:41,987 --> 01:10:43,072 Answer me, you fucker! 828 01:10:43,154 --> 01:10:43,613 Who is she?! 829 01:10:43,697 --> 01:10:45,114 Are you nuts? 830 01:10:45,573 --> 01:10:46,783 She's your mom. 831 01:10:53,038 --> 01:10:55,417 How dare you come here. 832 01:10:58,837 --> 01:10:59,880 Is this your thing? 833 01:11:00,213 --> 01:11:01,756 Seems you love to act? 834 01:11:02,798 --> 01:11:06,094 Why don't you become an actor instead? 835 01:11:07,054 --> 01:11:07,636 Fucker. 836 01:11:08,179 --> 01:11:09,097 How dare you. 837 01:11:12,935 --> 01:11:13,601 Let's go. 838 01:11:14,019 --> 01:11:14,685 Who's he? 839 01:11:15,144 --> 01:11:16,354 Rich people are nuts, man. 840 01:11:18,605 --> 01:11:19,774 I need to see her. 841 01:11:21,068 --> 01:11:21,527 Please. 842 01:11:22,777 --> 01:11:24,070 You said you're her son. 843 01:11:24,695 --> 01:11:27,239 She lives under the Angke highway, remember? 844 01:11:27,992 --> 01:11:28,492 Let's go. 845 01:12:37,143 --> 01:12:37,935 Farida! 846 01:12:46,819 --> 01:12:47,612 Farida! 847 01:13:31,613 --> 01:13:32,614 Sorry, ma'am! 848 01:13:45,420 --> 01:13:46,755 I know you’re not my mother! 849 01:13:47,087 --> 01:13:49,716 I won’t hurt you! I just want answers! 850 01:13:53,761 --> 01:13:55,304 - Let me go! - Where's my real mom?! 851 01:13:56,471 --> 01:13:57,222 Where is she?! 852 01:13:57,306 --> 01:13:58,225 How would I know?! 853 01:13:59,810 --> 01:14:00,476 Why?! 854 01:14:01,603 --> 01:14:02,270 Why what?! 855 01:14:02,895 --> 01:14:04,439 Why did you pretend to be my mother?! 856 01:14:05,106 --> 01:14:05,649 Why?! 857 01:14:05,731 --> 01:14:06,567 You told me to! 858 01:14:09,862 --> 01:14:11,028 You paid me to! 859 01:14:12,948 --> 01:14:14,992 You paid me to play pretend! 860 01:14:17,786 --> 01:14:20,538 You said I was good at acting, so I did it! 861 01:14:23,457 --> 01:14:25,042 You got me a fake ID, 862 01:14:26,295 --> 01:14:28,546 told me to be Aminah, a Minang woman. 863 01:14:29,506 --> 01:14:33,676 You made me a fake flight ticket and bought me a phone! 864 01:14:33,761 --> 01:14:34,801 You prepared everything! 865 01:14:47,149 --> 01:14:47,940 What happened to your face? 866 01:14:49,400 --> 01:14:49,942 Let me see. 867 01:14:51,152 --> 01:14:51,819 Fucker. 868 01:14:54,238 --> 01:14:54,823 Hey! 869 01:14:55,908 --> 01:14:58,118 I’m not some ungrateful bitch! 870 01:14:59,161 --> 01:15:00,871 I’ve treated you like my own son! 871 01:15:01,329 --> 01:15:01,912 Hey! 872 01:15:02,622 --> 01:15:06,792 I even imagined cooking for your family every day. 873 01:15:07,752 --> 01:15:09,587 Hell, I'd even be your maid! 874 01:15:10,338 --> 01:15:11,422 Hey, come here! 875 01:16:58,404 --> 01:17:00,865 Alif! Where have you been?! 876 01:17:00,948 --> 01:17:03,201 Iqbal and I almost called the cops! 877 01:17:13,752 --> 01:17:15,881 I used GPS to track you down. 878 01:17:16,881 --> 01:17:18,381 You kept your GPS on. 879 01:17:20,719 --> 01:17:21,552 That was intentional, wasn't it? 880 01:17:24,846 --> 01:17:26,725 You wanted me to see you fuck him. 881 01:17:28,434 --> 01:17:30,394 We were going through a lot back then. 882 01:17:30,645 --> 01:17:31,729 Which I don't remember. 883 01:17:32,270 --> 01:17:32,855 Alif! 884 01:17:33,398 --> 01:17:36,567 I tried to tell you, but you didn't want to listen. 885 01:17:36,652 --> 01:17:40,112 You wanted a clean slate without bringing up our past! 886 01:17:40,863 --> 01:17:42,155 How very convenient for you. 887 01:17:42,239 --> 01:17:43,990 No, very convenient to you. 888 01:17:45,493 --> 01:17:48,328 You don't have to live with your mistakes. 889 01:17:48,412 --> 01:17:51,625 But I do! Every single day. 890 01:17:52,333 --> 01:17:54,710 And you will, every single day. 891 01:17:56,212 --> 01:17:57,837 Because I will never forgive you. 892 01:17:58,340 --> 01:17:59,091 Alif... 893 01:18:04,554 --> 01:18:05,554 I want you to leave. 894 01:18:05,930 --> 01:18:07,224 Alif, please don't do this. 895 01:18:07,431 --> 01:18:07,931 Please. 896 01:18:09,015 --> 01:18:09,518 I beg you. 897 01:18:54,438 --> 01:18:55,313 Look at your mother. 898 01:19:04,363 --> 01:19:05,448 Look at your mother! 899 01:19:44,404 --> 01:19:46,073 Mom, what happened to you?! 900 01:21:36,347 --> 01:21:37,056 Look at your mother! 901 01:21:37,141 --> 01:21:38,435 Please, not so hard! 902 01:21:39,143 --> 01:21:40,435 Please! 903 01:21:43,605 --> 01:21:44,480 Look at your mother! 904 01:21:46,025 --> 01:21:46,817 Look at your mother! 905 01:21:48,569 --> 01:21:50,197 Mom! 906 01:22:23,311 --> 01:22:27,317 WELCOME TO NAGARI PARAK KARAMBIA 907 01:22:43,082 --> 01:22:51,547 NAGARI PARAK KARAMBIA, WEST SUMATERA 908 01:23:14,445 --> 01:23:18,702 WELCOME TO NAGARI PARAK KARAMBIA 909 01:24:53,295 --> 01:24:54,837 Where are you, Mom? 910 01:25:02,136 --> 01:25:04,515 I'm almost done cooking. 911 01:25:05,224 --> 01:25:06,891 Be patient, sweetheart. 912 01:25:30,500 --> 01:25:33,502 Pay up! Or I'll burn down this house! 913 01:25:58,319 --> 01:25:59,279 Alif. 914 01:27:02,548 --> 01:27:03,467 Alif... 915 01:27:39,627 --> 01:27:41,546 If you ever move away from here, 916 01:27:42,340 --> 01:27:45,259 please take me with you. 917 01:27:49,930 --> 01:27:52,600 Mom, I'm home. 918 01:27:53,685 --> 01:27:55,560 I'm taking you with me. 919 01:27:59,524 --> 01:28:01,315 I’ll bring more rice in two days. 920 01:28:01,984 --> 01:28:03,235 I don’t want other men here. 921 01:28:03,694 --> 01:28:04,569 I hate it. 922 01:28:05,279 --> 01:28:06,989 I want to fuck you all by myself. 923 01:28:15,454 --> 01:28:17,625 Mom, enough, please. 924 01:28:19,585 --> 01:28:21,128 Many people know already. 925 01:28:22,878 --> 01:28:23,546 Mom. 926 01:28:24,547 --> 01:28:25,925 It's a sin, Mom. 927 01:28:28,344 --> 01:28:30,804 I don’t know what else to do, Alif. 928 01:28:33,390 --> 01:28:36,185 How are we going to live if I don’t do this? 929 01:28:37,020 --> 01:28:38,478 I can go to the city. 930 01:28:39,270 --> 01:28:40,398 And find some work. 931 01:28:41,274 --> 01:28:44,652 I’ll send the money to you. 932 01:28:45,569 --> 01:28:48,904 And then I’ll come back, we’ll get away from here. 933 01:29:23,189 --> 01:29:26,902 Mom, I'm so sorry for leaving you... 934 01:29:30,198 --> 01:29:32,949 Where are you... 935 01:30:02,814 --> 01:30:06,899 YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW 936 01:30:12,573 --> 01:30:13,532 Alif, wait! 937 01:30:13,989 --> 01:30:14,448 Alif! 938 01:30:16,868 --> 01:30:17,244 Alif! 939 01:30:18,328 --> 01:30:19,328 Hear me out! 940 01:30:19,746 --> 01:30:20,707 What?! 941 01:30:21,082 --> 01:30:22,291 Haven't I seen enough? 942 01:30:22,582 --> 01:30:24,335 You fucking another man. 943 01:30:25,545 --> 01:30:26,795 What else do you want to tell me? 944 01:30:26,878 --> 01:30:28,381 What am I supposed to do?! 945 01:30:28,713 --> 01:30:30,297 You're like a stranger at home! 946 01:30:30,716 --> 01:30:32,844 You isolate yourself, you're so angry all the time! 947 01:30:32,926 --> 01:30:35,761 Just so you know, Emir and I are scared of you! 948 01:30:35,846 --> 01:30:36,846 I’ll kill you! 949 01:30:37,847 --> 01:30:40,057 And I’ll kill all the men you’ve slept with. 950 01:30:40,685 --> 01:30:42,978 Don't think I don't mean it. I could kill you right this second. 951 01:30:44,063 --> 01:30:45,439 I even killed my own mother. 952 01:30:45,814 --> 01:30:48,067 I killed her! You want to know why?! 953 01:30:48,400 --> 01:30:50,069 Because she was a whore! 954 01:30:50,359 --> 01:30:52,362 Just like you. A whore! 955 01:31:03,664 --> 01:31:04,876 Look at your mother! 956 01:31:05,126 --> 01:31:05,710 Look! 957 01:31:17,345 --> 01:31:18,221 Son of a bitch! 958 01:31:29,524 --> 01:31:30,234 Alif, enough! 959 01:31:30,524 --> 01:31:31,234 Alif, enough. 960 01:31:32,152 --> 01:31:32,862 Enough, son... 961 01:31:55,967 --> 01:31:56,969 Alif... 962 01:32:01,055 --> 01:32:02,265 I'm sorry. 963 01:32:07,104 --> 01:32:09,355 Please forgive me, son. 964 01:32:12,650 --> 01:32:14,444 It's all my fault. 965 01:32:19,992 --> 01:32:20,909 Alif... 966 01:32:27,875 --> 01:32:30,085 I'm sorry... 967 01:32:31,170 --> 01:32:32,002 Mom... 968 01:32:33,506 --> 01:32:34,172 Mom... 969 01:32:34,506 --> 01:32:35,798 Mom, let’s get away from here. 970 01:32:36,423 --> 01:32:37,759 Mom, let’s get away from here! 971 01:32:38,551 --> 01:32:39,176 Mom, come on. 972 01:32:39,970 --> 01:32:40,595 Mom... 973 01:32:42,265 --> 01:32:43,015 Mom... 974 01:32:43,806 --> 01:32:44,475 Mom! 975 01:32:45,225 --> 01:32:45,810 Mom! 976 01:32:46,685 --> 01:32:47,560 Mom! 977 01:32:47,935 --> 01:32:49,479 Mom! 978 01:32:52,692 --> 01:32:54,442 Mom! 979 01:32:59,405 --> 01:33:01,951 Your parents were persistent about meeting my mom. 980 01:33:02,284 --> 01:33:04,661 So, I paid someone to pretend to be her. 981 01:33:04,744 --> 01:33:06,581 But she's long gone! 982 01:33:06,746 --> 01:33:07,622 I killed her! 983 01:33:07,956 --> 01:33:09,457 I'll call the cops on you! 984 01:33:09,541 --> 01:33:10,667 You're going to jail! 985 01:33:10,750 --> 01:33:12,418 Don't think I wouldn't dare! 986 01:33:15,006 --> 01:33:16,006 Alif... 987 01:33:40,529 --> 01:33:41,698 Mom! 988 01:34:07,474 --> 01:34:08,643 Mom... 989 01:34:53,395 --> 01:34:56,774 TWELVE MONTHS LATER 990 01:35:07,118 --> 01:35:07,534 Dad! 991 01:35:08,827 --> 01:35:09,327 Hey. 992 01:35:10,246 --> 01:35:12,247 Let's go there. There are so many cool fishes. 993 01:35:12,957 --> 01:35:14,957 There's one like a balloon. 994 01:35:15,835 --> 01:35:16,876 But its mouth is small. 995 01:35:17,168 --> 01:35:18,420 It’s a misprinted fish! 996 01:35:20,296 --> 01:35:23,009 That’s a pufferfish. 997 01:35:23,341 --> 01:35:27,345 It’s poisonous, needs to be prepared carefully. 998 01:35:27,804 --> 01:35:28,762 They sell them here? 999 01:35:29,305 --> 01:35:30,474 They were in an aquarium. 1000 01:35:30,931 --> 01:35:34,020 I asked how much it was, you know what he said to me? 1001 01:35:34,103 --> 01:35:34,810 What'd he say? 1002 01:35:35,438 --> 01:35:36,439 “You can’t afford it." 1003 01:35:36,730 --> 01:35:37,648 So arrogant. 1004 01:35:37,980 --> 01:35:39,942 Let’s buy them, Dad. Let’s buy the entire shop. 1005 01:35:41,067 --> 01:35:42,402 Hey, don’t say that. 1006 01:35:42,652 --> 01:35:44,112 Besides, we need to save now. 1007 01:35:44,572 --> 01:35:46,405 Your baby brother is coming soon. 1008 01:35:46,698 --> 01:35:47,740 Let's call her Emira. 1009 01:35:48,240 --> 01:35:49,201 But it's a boy. 1010 01:35:49,451 --> 01:35:50,368 Yeah, so? 1011 01:35:51,286 --> 01:35:52,537 You're annoying. 1012 01:35:52,912 --> 01:35:53,913 Are you going to the doctor today? 1013 01:35:54,122 --> 01:35:55,082 No. 1014 01:35:55,289 --> 01:35:56,833 He said I’ve fully recovered. 1015 01:35:57,710 --> 01:36:01,212 And that some memories can't be recovered. 1016 01:36:01,296 --> 01:36:04,132 Who needs memories anyway? They were probably awful. 1017 01:36:04,673 --> 01:36:05,592 - Mom? - Yes? 1018 01:36:05,676 --> 01:36:08,304 - Let's buy some chicken skin. - Sure, sounds good. 1019 01:36:08,929 --> 01:36:09,929 - Let's have tons of them. - Yes! 1020 01:36:35,331 --> 01:36:40,710 ♪ Will you go inside my mind? ♪ 1021 01:36:40,795 --> 01:36:47,091 ♪ And hold it tight all the night ♪ 1022 01:36:47,176 --> 01:36:52,640 ♪ Will you lead me all the time? ♪ 1023 01:36:52,721 --> 01:36:59,479 ♪ And spend the night like yesterday ♪ 1024 01:36:59,563 --> 01:37:04,024 ♪ No longer tangled in the gloom ♪ 1025 01:37:05,652 --> 01:37:10,198 ♪ A fragile peace, a gentle bloom ♪ 1026 01:37:13,534 --> 01:37:18,622 ♪ Away, going all the way ♪ 1027 01:37:18,707 --> 01:37:23,211 ♪ All the way with you ♪ 1028 01:37:25,462 --> 01:37:30,552 ♪ Leave the pain, let it all away ♪ 1029 01:37:30,635 --> 01:37:35,222 ♪ All the way for you ♪ 1030 01:37:48,654 --> 01:37:54,076 ♪ Static hum, an empty phase ♪ 1031 01:37:54,158 --> 01:38:00,623 ♪ Where shadows used to dance and creep ♪ 1032 01:38:00,707 --> 01:38:06,212 ♪ Lost in a haze through weary days ♪ 1033 01:38:06,296 --> 01:38:09,340 ♪ You watched me sleep ♪ 1034 01:38:09,425 --> 01:38:11,967 ♪ You dug me deep ♪ 1035 01:38:13,970 --> 01:38:19,184 ♪ You caught me just before it falls ♪ 1036 01:38:19,268 --> 01:38:21,269 ♪ You're standing tall ♪ 1037 01:38:21,353 --> 01:38:23,689 ♪ I'm answering your call ♪ 1038 01:38:24,271 --> 01:38:26,942 ♪ I'm answering your call ♪ 1039 01:38:28,610 --> 01:38:33,655 ♪ Away, going all the way ♪ 1040 01:38:33,739 --> 01:38:38,368 ♪ All the way with you ♪ 1041 01:38:40,581 --> 01:38:45,042 ♪ Leave the pain, let it all away ♪ 1042 01:38:45,835 --> 01:38:51,048 ♪ All the way for you ♪